Theli0nqueen

Always update at the begining of the year... And this year I'm not going to go wild. This is the respectable year. And the year I finally conquer photoshop!!!

So...It's over. He's got a girlfriend, who he loves. And I think I'm finally over him. Perfect timing to start the wildness of this year. 09 will be year of the rachael. I'm gonna be the one that everyone is talking about. I'm gonna be the one that everyone wants. Sex Drugs and Rock n Roll baby! It will be awesome. Fuck everyone else.

I don't know where to begin. He says he cares. But he says nothing will go further than casual. It's not really casual on my side though. I'd do anything to get him to stay with me. Properly. Not casual... And what is with all the other lads grabbing or perving or something. Space people...It helps. That and there's one that has a fiance. Some lad tries it on with me...And I know his fiance. What kind of girl does that make me? What kind of girl does he think I am? Obviously I resisted. However... Not like I got anything out of it. I didn't even get a warm fuzzy for not being a homewrecker. I got a kick to my confidence for him trying